so on wednesday of last week i sprained my right wrist... and now i don't even feel like typing ne more cuz i'm being all emo and want to just go somewhere and die.
so my boyfriend says he can't practice the native american ways that i follow because it goes against his religion. he is going back to his christian ways now that he is clean and sober. i didn't think that it would affect me this much. i pretty much started crying when he told me this because i concluded that he's okay with the fact that i'm going to hell, that's what i believe of all christians, and also is why i stoppped believing in catholicism. this is something that is going to be hard for me to handle b/c of my huge resentment against the christian god.