My ex boyfriend of like two years back, harrison, will be getting here soon, he is set to arrive around midnight. He's the one that actually got me involved in Livejournal. We have been good friends for a long time and i am glad that our friendship didn't die when our relationship ended. I actually left him for alex almost two years ago. As you could have already gathered alex and i didn't work out and i then went on to george. that was a horrible breakup. really, they both were, george and Alex. but that's all done and over now and Harrison is comming over for my birthday on tuesday. he'll be staying till then. I'm glad to know that at least one person will be here for my birthday. Chantel and Mary (LBC) are supposed to be comming too but you never know what can happen between now and then since none of them live in the area.
I was on Sobercircle.com today and a guy asked me to be his sponsor. i said i couldn't, which i can't, because i'm only supposed to sponsor girls. but i said i would help him like a sponsor would if he wanted. i got him all hooked up with the sight of the big book and siggested that he read it. well the bumber thing is that when i went back online to the chat room he was just leaving to go get a fifth and burn down the house of his best friend that he caught in bed with his wife of four years or so. she's pregnant now. i felt kinda bad cuz i had tried to help him and for a little while i kinda thought it was my fault. i did realize though that i have no controll over what he does and all i can do is offer suggestions. i guess god is just trying to teach me a lesson. that i'm not ready to have a sponsee yet and i will get one when the time is right.
now my fingers are hurting from typing so much cuz it's cold so i'm gonna go now.