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so my boyfriend says he can't practice the native american ways that i follow because it goes against his religion. he is going back to his christian ways now that he is clean and sober. i didn't think that it would affect me this much. i pretty much started crying when he  told me this because i concluded that he's okay with the fact that i'm going to hell, that's what i believe of all christians, and also is why i stoppped believing in catholicism. this is something that is going to be hard for me to handle b/c of my huge resentment against the christian god.

so on wednesday of last week i sprained my right wrist... and now i don't even feel like typing ne more cuz i'm being all emo and want to just go somewhere and die.